ur 23 approaching 24 in 4 months.. 

ur worried bout future and cash and will u survive it?

the irony is that.. all u do is think, do, den doubt, proscastinate.. and stop.. like yr gym and weight loss  mission, pending projects and even ur makeup jobs “portfolio” even assignments.. ur biggest downfall is to procastinate.. put u+ ur success first.. top priority , be thankful 

all u gotta do is get up. and start.. 

heres a misson list down all that u wanna don see if u can get them done in how long.. deadline 30/9/13  

let 24th be the new chapter.. new everything.. no moree pending shit.. no more. if u wanna get up and move ur ass.. go.. if u stay at the same, typing the same entry a few months later.. well ur gonna regret, regret and regret.. imagine.. scraping thru.. u dun not wanna scrape thru ur future again

co -habitting is nt as easy as it sounds..it may seem ideal..or so i tot..maybe im naive .. i dun mind doing ur laundry,cooking for u.. cz y brings me joy. fuckin corny and lame i noe bt i dun like it or rather find it really we

u noe the quote..good guys finish last.. well nt exactly , my patience/faith to see the positive in people suprise me.. when he said hes gonna put a ring on ma fingahhh… alhamdulilah.. my journey wasnt an easy one but alhamdulilah.. i love u botak 

ya allah what does it take for this

today i learn my upteenth lesson.no matter how u love a person
. u can try ur harsdest.. but if that person dun love u back theres only so much u can do or try, but if we were to channel all that trying and all.. we could end up somewhere.. but making someone love u is bu far beyond impossible, wit a ring and ur hung over the fone.. hw i i wish u could take a hint but i guess its impossible .. ill always be the 2nd place..

Wont it be nice i to were to wake up w/o being call annoying, i dun wanna fight or be annoying .i just wanna be loved, hugged, kissed .. Period.

I hate it when we sleep facing the other ways, when we we go on.and not talking, whereby u you txt.i dunno who and not have a cnversation with me , to feel ignored is the worst, hate it when i have tots, voices in my head , containing my anger or jealousy or hoping to get sum kinda response.. Worse still telling u “i love you” and not a response , not knowing anything, lately out cycle have been repeatin , i love u , a great deal .. But i nvr knew whats ur response on ur end.. Ironically at the back of my head being the pessimist that i am.. I might get hurt, but i have faith
. Faith that tells me to look at ppl with gd intentions.. If i were to get hurt in the near future , i would blame it on me.. For loving a person too much or for even loving at all.. Or thats hw much i wouldnt want to blame you.. Funny.. The things that i want doesnt exist wit u..they exist on movies, i wanted to be missed, or even noe how u feel ..but that dun exist with u ..i wish u noe.. U moved in and everything ..im glad.. But izzit too much to noe where do i stand? I guess im being delusional… Wish u could show me a sign or God open up his eyes .. Pre period rant if only u knoe

WHAt i learn today,learn to.love urself more than u can ever imagine,love urself so much up to the point u dun need another person to make u feel complete, be nt afraid of going to do stuffs alone and fall,fail ..when ppl.push u.. Learn to know wheres the door,

I want a guy thats funny when hes suppose to be, supportive when hes suppose to be and all.. I dun want a ego manoac hu thinks hes all that , always thinks that im full of excusess and all that bullshit, i want a better one cz i damn deserve it